I remember times when things were a little less complicated. 
When the forseeable future was merely planning where to chill out with friends or what movie’s were out that were worth watching.

I now find myself thinking about what site to check out for job offers or who to call up for a babysitting gig or where I should spend my off day and how. Off days being rare, I find myself occupied by the smallest of things that were once insignificant, and I find myself competing with everybody else for time.
Time - I now never have.

Gaps between my fingers are filled and I’m in a flurry of happiness and joy most of the time. Odd times I am annoyed or stressed get overturned in a second.

As complicated as life is now, and as lost as I feel about my future.

I no longer care. Because for once, I’m happy.